Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Doldrums

Life has to be better than this! If I'm not enjoying the day-to-day work, then what the hell am I doing?

I'm sure that everything ebbs and flows...and this is certainly a time (day? week?) that I'm feeling not-so-satisfied with my life. I'm not sure what I expect -- maybe a different city every night? That job didn't feel like too much to me. In fact, it was exhilarating and seemed like the epitome of freedom.

Freedom: Somehow, I don't ever feel "free." I think that's what I'm always trying to achieve, in some way or another. Freedom. Freedom from what? Money? Mondays? Narrow mindsets? Not quite sure. Freedom from something.

Aw shit. Life is just passing me by while I sit and type away. I'm going to the pool!

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